Let the games begin

Well, the pain is beginning to come back again. I have not been able to take the tegretol as much because I have had appointments. But, I take it at night before I go to bed and it makes me really sleepy, dopey, goofy and well where's doc! I was hoping that the pain would begin to subside, but I guess not! I am disgusted.

I went into this website. It is called www.livingwithtn.org they came to my blog here and wrote to me and suggested that I look into it, so I did. I think it will be a good thing for me.

I am really out of it tonight. It is nearly 2:30 am, and that doesn't bother me too much really, but I have kind of a writers block. All I really want to do is scream and throw things. Now that would be childish wouldn't it. But, I sure would feel better!! I went to therapy in 1991. We had a wiffle bat and a duffle bag filled with something, who knows what. But, it was the greatest thing for taking out your aggression. Getting it out of your system. Gee, I wish I had one. But, it probably wouldn't be a good idea. My son would called the men in the little white coats and that wouldn't be good.

I think I will just sign off and go to bed. I need some sleep I think. I didn't get much last night on top of things. Take care, whoever you are out there in that wonderful void! Happy New Year.

Danni